This is my life...: When Liam Came To The World

I really wanted to have a normal delivery so bad, but Liam was 3,6 kg in 38 weeks and he got inner cord entangled in his neck, upper mouth and stomach. My doctor suggested c-section for me.

I and my husband struggled on it, because we dreamed to have a lot of kids, that would be impossible if i had c-section. We consulted to 3 doctors at the same time, but all of them didn't suggested me for normal delivery. We waited the contraction but none. Until 41 weeks of my pregnancy, i decided to have a c-section. I got rid of my ego and began to have a concern in Liam's safety.

In Jan 9, 2013 at 4.30 pm in the afternoon, after we went to Cikarang for visiting the doctor that my friend recommended to us, i checked in St.Carolus Gading Serpong Hospital. My husband was there for me. While he took care of all the administration, he dropped me off in the beauty salon near the hospital to had a hair spa and relaxing message.

We got the schedule tomorrow morning. I stayed one night there to have a blood lab check and antibiotic check. I couldn't sleep that night, so did my husband. He knew that i'm so scared, he hold my hand all through the night and was in my side hugged me and kissed me in my forehead over and over. He seemed feel me, that deciding c-section was not an easy decision for me. He read me Psalm 23 and it worked. God's words give me calmness. I complete surrendered on it.

My mom and my brother was in my home took care of the household. My mom came to my home from Solo since Dec 28, waited for Liam.